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Weight of It All, presented by CENTER in Santa Fe from February 13 to March 13, 2026, is a deeply intimate collaborative photographic project by Heather Mattera and her son, Ben Mattera. Developed over several years, the work emerged from a moment of quiet crisis, as a family confronted the slow, frightening disappearance of a teenage son into an eating disorder. Rather than documenting recovery as a linear process, the project dwells in uncertainty, vulnerability, and the fragile spaces where care and fear coexist.
The earliest images began almost accidentally, with Heather photographing still lifes of foods her son once loved but had begun to refuse. These carefully composed scenes became a silent form of communication when conversation felt impossible. The photographs hold absence as much as presence, transforming everyday objects into symbols of longing, grief, and vigilance. In these images, nourishment becomes both literal and metaphorical, reflecting the tension between control and care, refusal and desire, that defined their daily lives.
Two years later, Ben stepped into the process as an active collaborator. Together, mother and son shaped a visual dialogue that traces isolation, tenderness, and the slow reemergence of connection. The photographs resist spectacle, favoring restraint and honesty. Bodies, gestures, and domestic spaces are rendered with sensitivity, allowing viewers to feel the weight of what is unsaid. The collaboration itself becomes an act of trust, revealing how making images together offered a way back to one another when words were insufficient.
Beyond its personal origins,
Weight of It All speaks to broader experiences of caregiving, mental health, and resilience. Heather Mattera’s background in therapeutic practice and community-based work informs the project’s ethical care and emotional clarity. The exhibition stands as a testament to the power of photography to hold pain without resolving it, to witness without fixing. Ultimately, the work affirms a quiet truth: love endures not through solutions or certainty, but through sustained presence, attention, and the courage to remain.
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© Heather Mattera and Ben Mattera